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Sunday, April 18, 2010

Caption : I find this photo rather cute .

First story :
Ohkayhh , The reason why I'm updating is that its raining now and I feel something bad . Cos there alot of birds at the opposite blks . Ohkayhh , I will talked rubbish here , Kayhh ? =]] If today were something bad happen , I'm gonna take this opportunity to say I'm sorry to Mummy . I dont have the guts to said it myself . Well , I do but I will felt embarrass as I did too much trouble . I know theres something bad happen this few days . I'm sorry . Not only me but those who involve on Wednesday Night . I promised I will be good again . I swear . I wont do that again . But , always remember . Whatever I do , there will be a story behind it . I'm protecting someone that I really love for my entire life . I cant afford to lose her . You know who am I referring to , right ? (FYI : Not Lovee) 15 years . 15 years of living with her , I cant afford to lose her like this way . They were wrong . They disturb her . Why only me who at fault ? Cant you just picture all this thing ? Yet , I know i have changed . I admit . Towards family , Towards friend . I just dont know what came right to my mind and did all this . I admit that I was stupid . I was rude to Mummy and I did nothing when she went missing . I know I'm a useless child . Yes , I admit ! Even aunty says so . I have become form bad to worst . I'm following Danial's Footstep . Till when I'm gonna realise everything ? Till when am I gonna think maturity ? Till when all this gonna stop !? I dont think I can take this any longer . I dont think I can survive any longer . One day , I will let 'the cat out from the beg' . Till then , Will I regret everything andd people would blame me for something that can changed my family life .

Another story is about those lower sec :
Yes , I admit I changed . But you cant changed me back . I just need time till MYE is over . Dont expect me for 24/7 to go around and say heylo to all of you . Yes , So what I have changed ? Yeaa , I admit . I changed . Can you all just wait till MYE over ? Sec 3s friend is important to me right now cos I need their helps . Andd they were with me from sec 1 . Just a short msges , Wait till the old me come back again . Thank you !

Another story was :
I'm scared to tell you something as I think you will be blown up . Yet , I will just remain quiet till its the right time . I'm sorry I kept things from you . I'm sorry if I did anything wrong to you . I just cant resist to look at you crying right in front of me . Cos , I know , I didnt know what else to do . Let all this remains secret till its the right time . Eventhough this thing is temporary , yet . Wait till its the right time . I'm sorry once again . I know I'm a useless mataer to you . I just dont know why do I think of it . Everytime I remember how bad we used to fight , I will cry . Cos , I cant afford to fight with you and lose you . Wont elaborate more . Scared if something bad comes out . Buhbye . Love you readers =]]

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