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Tuesday, December 29, 2009

Oh gawd . I have grown tired of cafe world . Haish . And now , I have ntg to do . Daddy went out to do some shits and left me with Mummy . I should've known better . I should have persuade Mummy of letting me out . Never thought that my Tuesday will be a suckish day ever . Sheesh . Luckily , Eiqahh and Shasha was there to kill the bored-ness in me . Fvck me for speaking inproper english and some spelling error . I had to admit this . I have broken several hearts before . And I guess , Its their payback time ? Fvck me if I'm talikng shits here . But , My hand just cant keep still . I cant live like this for so long . I really have to learn how to stick to one . I'm sorry , Really am . I know , You have been hearing me saying sorry for hundred and hundred of time . I hope it will be the last since you lied to me about your status . I didnt expect it from you . Haish , wht to do ? KARMA . Andd , I had been breaking someone heart and her friends is not happy . Not only her friends but my Friend to . I shouldnt have given you high hopes like {insertname} says . Haish . Why must it be me ? How could I been this way ? Its not a challenge nor anything else . Its just plain ol me . I just cant see the problem in me . Haish . And for my own LOVE , I dont know . Its not about her but its about me . Yes , Me ! I'm trying to LOVE her more but I cant . I know its hurt you the most . Am sorry :'( It all happen during the KL Trip . Ohh wait , no . It all happen when we were stop cntct-ing . Yeaa , We drift apart ever since . Its always after the KL Trip . Its like in the past . After this , I dont know if you still LOVE me or not . Am always complaining about you to others but I didnt really think about myself . I know am selfish . I was only thinking about myself not you . It all happen again . Yess , Its happening again . I should have change . I should end about all those by now . I should have blog it in my P.Blog soon . Since P.blog is dead .

Enough withh all those shyts . Haha . Emo for awhile . Emo my shyts lahr . Well , the whole day was stick by this Lappy . I was bloghopping . From Northlander to JurongWest to TeckWhye to Juying to St Theresa Convert to Xishan to Canberra to Sembawang Sec . See how many ? Yrtdy , just found out the truth . Daddy used to study in 15 schools . Including Primary school . Wow ! Grandpa , You riched uhh . Keep on changing Daddy to another school . Am lucky that I'm not like daddy . Hehe . I have yet gotten any money from Daddy . I just hope tmrw Wanniey would accompany me to Northpoint . School is reopening soon . And I'm not ready for it ! Its like , New class , New Classmate . Yess , New classmate . I'm stuck with Kakai , Apidd , Faliq and eira . I just hope its fine for me . I'm taking art next year but my art was always a zero . See how bad I am ? Mummy keep on asking me about 2010 new regulation . I have not think about it . Sister and think about it . Haish . I hope , I can make thru with all those up and downdown obstacle next year . I'm gonna be away from three dearest bestf. Two is in the same class and one is in level two . I just hope , Wtv it is , Our f/s will never end . I hope so . Haish . Well , I have to go now . Buhbye daily's

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