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Monday, December 14, 2009

[insertname] : You make me fell in love with you . Even with your smile , its can make me love you deeply . I wish this would come to end . Loving you was my BIGGEST mistake , but if I stop Loving you , its even a BIGGEST mistake of my whole life . I know , Everything would come to an end . I just wished . . . You should know what I wished for , right ? I listen to whatever you said . But , what do I get in return ? I bet nothing . I just cant stop Loving you . I know you are irritated by this . Me too ! All of a sudden , you came to my life . I like you as a friend . Just A FRIEND ! But , now . I love you more than its suppose to be . I tried to keep away from y0u , but . The pain in my hearts is getting me closer to you . You made me believe that You like me . But , all of it was a fake . Its was my mistake . Your name , your smile , your words just cant get out from my mind ! Ohh I just wish I wouldnt love you . Its now or never . I have to let it go . For the sake of you and him . Let it be . Everyone will think that I'm jealous , But . Tell you first . I'm Jealous , but . What to do ? Somedayy , You will get out of my head . Somedayy , You might be the person I hate . Somedayy , I know , You will never be mine . Andd Somedayy , I will stop LOVING you . I dont know if you read this or not . Andd jyeah . This is for you , 40 (!) And , sometimes I'm thinking , are you going to be mine ? I bet no ..
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This is for 23 , [insertname] : You told me you love me . You told me You need me . You told me You miss me and keep on thinking about me . Was it true ? We stop contacting . Ever since I [insertwords] with [insertname] , all of a sudden , you keeping away from me . Today , I check your Facebook and blog . You Love [insertname] . Which one ? Which one , 23 ?! You love who ?! Now , I dont know whether you are the 23 I know or not . Times fly really fast . Now , you know that I dont love you . Think lahr weiyh ! Which one to choose ! I had enough with you nonsense . Dont let me confront you ! Everything that I did for you , Its all wasted ! Yea ! So much for ILOVEYOU ! Hah ! Thanks . Thanks for whatever you did . Andd , dont forget . Thanks for breaking my heart ! I didnt expect this to happen ! Didnt expect that I would Love you ! Didnt expect you would eventually break my heart ! yaa .. So much of ILOVEYOU . Your sweet talk wont make my heart melts again ! You should know who you are .

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