Together we beat as one

Monday, November 30, 2009

Hello wello . 2nd post of the day ? yea . Haha . Currently chatting with Babby R E E N and Mairah DORA . I let all the problems out . And now , I'm just stupid . I swear I am . Haish . I guess , I'm nt good in r/s . Be single more better ? Haish . I guess . Somehow , I miss [insertname] so much now . Its a shame of [insertword] with [insertname] . Its like , how dumb could I be siaa ? Care about others and doesnt care about [insertname] ? Pentingkn orng laen dariey pentingkn [insertname] . I go around and tell people that I'm lonely and stuffs . But I was wrong . Instead of me being lonely , [insertname] was lonely . And now , by one single step I took , [insertname] will not be mine and [insertdate] wont be continued ? True , yea . I know by now all of you knows who I'm talking about . Yes ! I admit , I'm stupid ! No need to tell me . By one single move I make , Its changed my whole life . Without [insertname] by myside , without all those msges [insertname] txt me , Those wonderful times with [insertname] .. All those just go down the drain . Like people said , no use crying . :( Haish . Tired of typing in english . Here malay will do . sorry ..

Masa sudah berlalu . Kao sudah meniggalkn akuhh . Taphy , adakah akuhh diberi satu lagy peluang ? 3bulan bersama kao , hidup ku berubah . Akuhh tktao macam manerh taphy akuhh hendak kao sekali laghy . Akuhh tao akuhh seorng yng bodoh yng sanggup melepaskn kao . Ye , ramai dh blng . Dan akuhh mengaku dirieyku bodoh . Dan akuhh tahu , kao tkkn menjadhy milikku laghy . Akuhh tktao klao kao bacerh laghy blog akuhh atao tdak . Akuhh hrap2 kao maseyh . Kerna , akuhh hendak kao tahu yng akuhh meminta mohon maaf atas segala perbuatan ku terhadapmu . Jangalah kao pergi dariey ku kerna ku maseyh laghy sayangi kao . Akuhh tao inieyh smue sudah terlewat . Akuhh tktao mcm manerh laghy nk katerh yng akuhh minta maaf . Segala kesilapan ku , biarlah akuhh yng tanggung . Menyakiti hatimu , biarlah akuhh yng menderita . Akuhh berhrap , aderh orng yng akan menganti tmpat akuhh di dlam hatymu . Dan , Stitch yng ku bagi , terpeluang paderh mu klao kao nk buang atao tdak . Akuhh tdak boleyh laghy tahan . Akuhh maseyh shyng kao . Maafkn akuhh .
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Untuk laen orng plakk ..
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Its been months since we cntct each other . But now , you remind me of the past . About all those times , I had done smtg to you . You read my diary and you were hurt . I wasnt confuse or unprepared . I didnt think about you and my future . After I was hurt by [insertname] , then I felt regret . You were hurt just because of me . Altho it was the past and it was 8 mnths ago , I just wann asay sorry for all those miserable life I gave to you . Well , honest speaking , I miss your hug , your kiss and the LOVE you gave me . But , all of it has to put a stop . It was the past , what for we keep remembering it , true ? Well , I just wanna say this simple and common sentences that you use to heard it from my mouth . *Imissyou and Iloveyou* .

See how sad I am . I know you wouldnt believe . So ? Bluekk !

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