For you My dear...
In the days that you came into my lifes,things have been fruitful for me..Your presence soon became one of those few things which I couldn't live w/o..And soon,it made me love you more than I could ever thought I would to you.You came into my life as a friend,and little did I expect you became a part of it.Our first chat before I left for Bintan.Our first call when I was scared to talked to you.Our first argument that involves a dear friend.Our first tears that rolled down our cheeks when we confide each pthers.And for all those other times that made me want to take the next step closer to you,I thank you so much bby..
And I'm definitely sorry for all those others stuffs that I kept from you.I'm sorry for not being able to open up to you fully for I know I still need some more time.And that cause me your presence.The fact that at times I felt hurt but I kept it in me.Hoping it would go away.And little did I know it turned into grudege within me.I'm so very sorry for not being able to share with you the emotions which I felt because I don't want you to think how ridiculous I colud be at times.And for the fact that we weren't yet standing on a solid ground.I'm sorry.
It kept hurting me every single time your voice and your wors replayed in my mind.Making me hate you for not giving me the chance to explain and for making that instant decision out of anger and frustration,w/o even thinking that they could be wrong.For I know I have loved you.No matter how much that it hurts me,deep down in me,you are necer just a friend.You are that someone that has stolen my heart and little did I know,you did that only to return it back to me,just with a phone call.
I'm sorry Farrah.I really am,for all those things which I've kept by myself.
And I thank you too for giving me the chance to fall in love again after falling out from it.